The Lounger – Week #18

in thelounger •  7 years ago 
week #18

This series is for helping me to do more this year. My experience shows that publicity incentivize achievements through encouragement and guilt. I make a post every week about what I've done in the last calendar week.


Steem

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Life

  • Found a flat for rent

All in All

I've never complained about where and how I'm living, because I've chosen that when I've set freedom as my main goal. In short: it's shit. However, as I've giving up my freedom, I cannot stand the previous conditions at the same time. It would be too much...
So I'll rent a flat that is better. OK, it's not that easy, I have to do a lot of work on it. It costs time, money, and the results won't be mine. It'd be good to buy it and improve every bit of it, but it's just a dream. All of my money will go for the deposit + extremely needed fixes, so it will be a hard ride, and it's just the start of it. 'Bread and water' are coming, lol.
It could be a lovely place that fit me, therefore I take the risk.

It's not easy to find a rent here, so I think this one is the only one that I could sustain on long term. I hope my first impression of the landlord is correct and he will be a good guy I could cooperate with.

All this work here and at my job (where I'm separated now) will help me to avoid love. I just won't have the time to fuck up my brain with crazy emotions long enough to become a fool. I don't want to start a war that I've already lost. I will transfer my passion into work instead, and avoid beautiful eyes. It's another hard decision that I'm not sure I can keep, but I'm trying.

I plan making updates as I go forward with making me a home.


Image Credits
[Week #18 – Five of Hearts by @tibonova is hereby released under CC0 1.0 Universal License and Do What The Fuck You Want To Public License.

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