Getting to know my stress and stressors. Noticed my body having allergic type reactions that coincide with traumatic events I've experienced in life. I must change habits, calm down, de-stress, and all that. Eat right, form healthier and improved life patterns. I've had hives, hayfever, nightsweating. The latest is eczema on the hands. I can shift through this too. Money problems are getting better. Still having home cooked meals. Life is improving. Still realise I'm coming down from stress/trauma and still have symptoms. Got to be good to myself and take care of my body and mind.
Change. Life can be full of change. Change can be traumatic. Some can be shattering experiences like losing your religion. Still to remember who you are no matter what change occurs. Even if the perspective changes with new information. It may be difficult to change habit with a perspective shift. It can come with time if one can stay open and let it happen. It's not too feel guilty for old habits or thoughts either. At one time the reaction was valid. Now that time has passed, with new information the old reaction is unsuitable now.
How to be cognisant of these shifts in feeling and awareness. In senses is where the awareness shift occurs. Outworn habits can be shifted to more positive or progressive ways. Some may now longer be needed making room for some fresh perspectives. Looking back at old patterns I ask myself do I still have them. I've changed. I still have some of the same reactions. I choose to shift so that I can start my new life. I can sense when I feel I'm not really living in the current situation as well as could be done. So I shift to the place I imagine to be already.
Whoa! Yeah! I'm already there! I've got rich people problems! I just gotta work them out! I've got my home base that has a wealth of ideas. I have wealth by having a hypersensitivity to hyperbole! Embrace your ignorance don't endorse it! Knowing that I'm not educated enough to be a cynic is my saving grace! I have my whole wealth of experience that I can quote on the spot. I am insufferable to all that is unacceptable. Here to destroy a culture of death. Kill Kill Culture. So that kids are safe to go out and play!
Oh yea, give every Christian what they want. In a way that they never imagined!? Green the planet with Permaculture! Get back the garden of Eat'n' !! The positive Apocalypse where everyone is as happy as a Jehova Witness pamphlet cover! Poverty's end, everyone fed! Taint the poison nipple!! Force the world to cheer up with Nietzsche's Gay Science :)Crush the world with your cuteness!! I'll give you something to cry about! I'll give you something to be happy about too!!! Yes, yes I see, still into the Good News just like what the old biblical stories being passed around were called. Wow!! Only interested in being chipper!! ;)
