what? what happened? it cant be all bad. cant be. doesn't feel bad, feels confusing until you find a bread crumb, a trace of evidence that you have been here before. it causes madness yeah? side effect or coping mechanism? idk yet, but there is no going back after time travel, as in, there is no going back to the life you lived when you realize you can go back, thankfully the biggest challenge in it, remembering you've traveled, works to the advantage of not knowing, only guessing and with a deep knowing and finding reminders. oh I love finding my bread crumbs. each journey allows a few seconds of recall and a person has to really be smart and precise to speak to themselves in code that they don't remember.