this drawing was one of the 50 unfiinished: https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/god-told-me-just-to-finish-all-the-pieces-i-ve-started

I had the car accident that fractured my pelvis in 5 places on April 10th.
https://steemit.com/health/@in2itiveart/my-life-derailed

Since then, I have been walking, but my back is definitely out of alignment. I haven't worked. I just got the checks for a new car into the bank yesterday. I have been basically sitting here in limbo.

The other day we were at an Estate Sale and I got this book for a dollar. I did not really "know" what I was buying, it just looked cool.

I started reading it and I felt within me a desire to make a commitment to this style of Yoga and to do it at home. The book does not talk about the heat part of Bikram Yoga so I am not going to worry too much about that.

The problem for me is that I have NO earth in my chart, so to try to commit to something that has even an oz of discomfort is SOOO hard, but I would like to.

I made a sigil:

Did the Activation Drawing...

This is of the 3 of me - at least 3 - there is ME, the one who wants to DO IT & get the results of this type of Yoga. There is the past me who lives in self-pity of my horrible life. She hates anything involving DISCIPLINE or DISCOMFORT. And there is my bratty child self. I just wrote a bunch of spiritual work on that part of myself. She doesn't like to do ANYTHING she doesn't want to do even if it ultimately makes me feel GREAT and like a parasite, when I feed her by letting her off the hook - she rewards me with SELF-RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION which feels so good! But, the sigil is about uniting the 3 of US into a willingness to do this Yoga regimen for 2 months and see what happens.

I hung it up and now I will use the Sigil as a focal point in the class.

Last night, I put in the the Mastermind that we do every week... a few of us on Zoom.

And today I think I am going to start with this video, even though I am not entirely finished reading the book... my back is totally out. I can't go to the chiro because the pelvis fracture is not fully healed and I need to do SOMETHING, so I am going to start.

I did 60 minutes because I don't have the room to do savasana. I will try again tomorrow. I could really feel the pelvis get good/bad pain, so rest.

I might add this as well