Truth Time!
Ready? If you are an addict or an alcoholic, it's not a disease. It's a choice. Alcohol or drugs weren't forced upon you like cancer. You went looking for it.
I know. I'm wrong and a crazy person. You are only pissed off at me because I just made all of it......every person you hurt, every lie you told, every law you broke, every time you saw a disappointed look....Solely YOUR responsibility. Damn. Nothing to blame your poor decisions on now. Sorry. Truth is a bitch sometimes.
Spare me the socially acceptable "it's hereditary"....Stupid doesn't have to run all the way through the family. It can stop with you. Before you think I'm bashing, I was an addict. WAS. Don't buy in to "once an addict, always an addict" bullshit. A bit defeatist don't you think?
It's NOT a disease. It's not an illness. IT'S A CHOICE. Make a different one. Stop hurting everyone around you.
If you are a loved one of an addict, it's NOT your fault. No choice you ever made put one drop of alcohol or any amount of drug in that addicts body. The best thing you can do for that person is tell the truth. They are choosing this. They are not sick. What they are is fighting for their lives. It's THEIR fight. When they get tired, they will come home. Leave the door open. Don't tell them what they should do or how they should act, they know. They know they are messing up. The hardline is the ONLY way to go. Make them tired faster. If you don't give them that ride, they have to walk. Don't feed them. Don't clothe them. Don't give them a place to crash. The ONLY acceptable call from them should be "I am IN treatment." Not "I wanna go to treatment". If they want to go to treatment, they will get there themselves. Make them tired. Don't make them ashamed.
I put my family through a shit ton of crap they never bargained for. I cussed at them. I screamed at them. I blamed them. I ignored them. Then I did the best thing I could ever do for them: I forgave myself. I stopped lying to myself. I took responsibility for the pain and the worry they went through. I'll never make up that time I made everyone's life hell. I won't try and they won't ask me. What I will do is stop the fucking madness right here and tell the truth. They were all my choices.
I actually agree with you to an extent, however if by identifying as having a disease that allows someone to find recovery why is that an issue? I agree that using that as an excuse to continue to use is wrong, but as a recovering addict myself, it works for me to just think of myself as having a disease with a certain procedure for keeping it at bay daily, so I do those things. That is recovery. Perhaps you could support my effort to have a discord chat room created for addiction and recovery issues? Go Here and type a comment saying you support me please. Follow me if you want and keep in touch!! God Bless!!
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The issue is through our damaged filters in our brains the "disease" can still be seen. That "out" remains a possibilty.
"I know I took a drink/drug but I'm an alcoholic/addict and I am sick."
You aren't sick. You don't have a cancer, a virus or the flu. Those things are thrust upon you and you are not afforded choice.
100% of addiction is choice. It is very hard to see this side of things until you change your thinking. Take control. You and only you are in control. It is hard at first. So hard. The addict brain will be relentless with you but you can silence it.
It will tell you that you need everyone under the sun to beat it and let's be real, if you are anything like I was there aren't too many people left willing to fight for you. That leaves your addict brain something to cling on too.
It will tell you that you are nothing without it. It will remind you of the time you got high just before that job you scored or the test you passed.
It will remind you of every single thing you have ever done wrong at the most inconvenient times. This usually happens when you should be sleeping and it won't shut up until you forgive yourself for everything.
It will sneak in little momentary feelings of the high we can remember so easily without the addiction's insistence. Believe it or not, at this stage you are actually starting to have the upper hand. This is the addict brain's last ditch effort to suck you back in.
It sucks and sometimes I literally talked myself through it a minute at a time. Every time I got through a craving the next one was easier to get through. They got further apart and I started to sleep again. A sober brain needs sleep to heal. The drug or drink of choice had your brain in constant motion for the length of the addiction. It never shut off. It was constantly seeking to make you feed the addiction that was sucking the life from you. Once you start to sleep good again your brain will start to heal itself. Synapses will start to fire that develop in the healing brain. Do something with that brain! I swear when you get to this point you will find your gift; whatever it is that you exist to share with the world. I believe I was able to recognize mine because I was finally in control one hundred percent.
Notice I didn't say boldyour addiction or boldyour drug of choice? I did that knowingly. You claim that addiction as who you are when you say such. "My name is ____________ and I am an addict." No my friend, "my name is _____________ and I'm battling addiction." Make it the enemy, don't own it.
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I guess each person has his or her own way of dealing with things, I just think there is more damage done when people say "Oh you don't have a disease suck it up." This is just not true, I was an alcoholic from the first time I drank, and addict from the first time I used, there was never a "Normal" for me. The idea that addiction or alcoholism was a choice is just not true. I was 11 years old the first time I used, are you implying I somehow should have known what was going to happen? That I should have "Just been strong?" am sorry but that attitude will keep people in addiction for a long time. I guess you never had someone tell you, "Oh you should just quit." I did, and I couldn't. I do identify as an addict, that way I have a reminder of what I can go back to anytime if I so choose. You are right that once you are sober and know about the disease then it is a choice to continue or not, But to imply that you should jusy knuckle down to get sober if false, and that attitude is killing people. For the first time in the United States, opiate overdose is the number one accidental killer. We need to help those people who are dealing with it, most did not ask for it, they were led there by their doctors. Telling them to just suck it up is not going to help anyone.
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