I have been scraping by these last few months.
Or so I thought.
Until I started looking at things from a different perspective.
I have NOT been scraping by these last few months, I have been moving around and shifting, and rearranging.
Today, I did my habitual counting of pennies, except that when I was counting them, I realized that they were really dimes.
Spirit smiled at me, and said: "See, I got you."
And spirit sure does.
Today, for the first time in the longest time, I realized that I have more than enough. I will stop being silly and start paying my bills tomorrow, instead of hoarding my cash because I am afraid of where the next cash flow is coming from.
Its coming from that BIG ASS FAUCET you set up a long time ago.
It's just that I have been using this faucet to fill an ever ending amount of buckets that all seem to have holes in them.
But I have been mending the holes, slowly and surely.
And all of the buckets have been filled.
And now I look and see that it is time for my bucket to be filled.
I feel relieved, thankful, loved, taken care of, and at the same time a little silly, because I have been doing this worry, worry worry, when all I had to do was wait my turn, and shift perspective, and accept.
And really though, things have been crazily falling into place for me.
I did get fired around the same time I got a new mortgage, but I did also get payments deferred for months, because of how the bank sets up their paperwork.
And things are falling more into place just now.
And I am so happy and thankful for it.
Thank you for being here, and I wish you an abundant day.
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May your perspective shift and you suddenly find yourself aware of all your wealth.
