Dear Diary: Here Is My AntiFit Report Card From The Vicious Cycle Of My Life

Not much happening today in my life but I slept a little last night and that is awesome. After waking up I do not want to get groggy so I asked mother to give me some instant coffee which I drank with glee sitting up in fact. The most exercise I did was just to sit up and lay back down, never an inch away from my bed, talking about disability here.

I do the usual after drinking my coffee, checking how my post had done after I was sleeping. Actually I am happy enough if my post earned about two dollars. Then I would scroll and scroll, read some articles, maybe watch some YouTube videos usually about crypto news. I visit my Facebook and I do that mainly to get an inspiration what to write about.

Then I just have to write something because I am forced to have to earn because of my main goals in using this platform was to save up for my needed surgeries that I know are quite far-fetched but I still have a hope in my heart that I can achieve them.

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I Am Glued Into Watching Videos

After writing I then have to do steeming, watching videos and I think U=i have watched them all as well as listening to my music which also I listened to over and over again. It is quite cool that you have a favorite music, you don't gt bored of listening to them.

I also would eat my breakfast if I felt the need to eat it already. I am satiated after that and would eat late in the afternoon again if my mother would not prepare sweetened bananas or boiled sweet potatoes.

Then if I felt the need to sleep I will just sleep usually in the afternoon if my noisy nephews and nieces are not in the house otherwise I will just watch something in my laptop.

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It Gets Boring With Life Around This 24/7

Then at late noon time I would eat usually forcing myself to because I do not have anymore appetite by then. Then after that watching videos again. It sucks because it gets boring already but that is just what I can do as I can't walk out and see what has become of our backyard.

My world revolves around my room, the bathroom, dialysis center over and over in a vicious cycle until one day this vicious cycle will consume me whole and i am by then nevermore but just a uninteresting record in the steem blockchain.