Dear Adam,
Thank you for posting this part of your journey. I have followed your progress and difficulties since you first splashed on the scene.
Dissolving the federal government, that's a good start. Check out Aaron Hawkins at Storm Clouds Gathering. I think you'll appreciate his work.
Quite a turn about going from wanting to join the circus to enlisting in the military.
"Every time someone bumped into me from behind at a party I instinctively reached down for my pistol and had a moment of awkward panic before realizing that I was being absurd."
If we don't fix our once great nation pretty quickly, reaching for your pistol will be a good instinct to have. The Jewish Khazarian Mafia is desperate not to lose all they have stolen from We The People.
Chaos News has a short, good video on Military Worship. You can view it here.