Well, it is rainy. I am feeling quite good and also at the same time very blue. Is that a thing with other people? How to describe.. hmm.... Imagine if you were sitting beneath a Chrstimas tree and drinking hot cocoa.
Are you there with me ? It smells good. The tree is fake but it still holds that familiar Christmas aroma. It smells like love.
But then, I remember Christmases from my childhood, and of my grandparents always coming over right after breakfast, carrying gifts and bringing hugs.
They were the best hugs. You know those hugs where someone just comes in out of the cold and their clothes are very cold even though they're standing just inside the doorway. Your hug helps to take their cold away.
It's that feeling. I am happy for today but I am sad when I remember my past. Today I'm remembering good things. I am remembering so many good things. It physically, in my deepest heart, just hurts.
Also, that picture above is mine. I took it. It is ©paintingangels, if we wanna be official about the whole matter.
I use this picture a lot because it's one of my favorites. I remember the day I took it, and it was a good day. There are no rules in life that say you can't revisit the same picture over and over again for usage in our own blogs. That would be stupid. I'm not a stupid person, sometimes.
This post is the first of 7 that I will do in support of @pechichemena's new "Week of Thoughts" project. All the SBD recieved from this post will go to the @dollaraday charitable giving project, which was founded by @pennsif and was created to help raise daily funds for a wide variety of charitable projects that are close to his heart.
Please maybe consider also creating a week of daily thoughts, if for no other reason than to inspire yourself to write a thought down every day. It could be even one sentence. Just a tiny little sentence. I believe in you. You can do this. Give it a whirl. Here's a high five to you from me, even if you don't do it. Just because high-fives are cool.
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Merry Christmas Serena :)
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I wish it would rain here, Serena. Happy and blue at the same time? Story of my life. I worry so much that it drowns out a lot of the good feelings I have...or at least it ends up being a wash. I love it when you share your thoughts like this, though. I wish we could just sit on a porch somewhere in comfortable chairs with the rain coming down, talking like the old friends we are. Wouldn't that be nice?
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I will try to join next week on... Love that photo.
Pd i like fake xmas trees, always hurt forcreal trees being cut down
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@pechichemena's project is awesome. Stellar post <3
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Thanks Graylan! ♥
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You know, similarly reflective day, but thinking up songs that were a part of the previous years. It's ... well, actually not the same. There's many years I just do not miss. But it's interesting what you remember from the songs that were playing at the time...
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Warm post about cold heartwarming Christmas hugs... I like it! This feeling of having two conflicting emotions at once is mysterious but beautiful, like your photo is mysterious and beautiful. I guess this is the view Mowgli wakes up to, when he opens his eyes in the morning laying next to Bagheera on a tree-branch...
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