Thanks to the generosity of my family, I was able to get to court in Renton and back to Portland today.
What happened was an unfortunate combination of really shitty circumstances, and I ended up in a really shitty situation because of it. I was trying to cope with it as best as I could, and I felt that the crazy option was the only one left. In that moment, it was.
I'm willing to work towards improving my situation, but I have to have a solution that makes sense.
Right now, what makes sense is getting my medical issues addressed, and starting to go to therapy. I have to take care of these before I do anything else, because if I don't, they will continue to be a roadblock in my life as they have been.
Yes, I'm asking you, my family, for help on that. I don't need much, just enough. If we all put our heads together, we can think of a way to help each other survive in a way that makes sense given our current circumstances. That's what it means to Evolve.