Winter is here

I feel constantly cold, it is quite hard, as I have already said, living on a high floor, where the cold hits so hard, at dawn it is stronger and I wake up trembling, and it is rare that this happens because this is a country with a climate Tropical, and thinking about this, the idea of how all those people would live in the North Pole, with such aggressive temperatures below zero, comes to mind. And I have seen many documentaries by National Geographic and Discovery, one of my favorites is the one about that large family that lives in Alaska, in the middle of the forest and built their house, windmills that generate energy for them and live from hunting, fishing and the things they make, which on many occasions are furniture, others are devices or inventions such as a sawmill made with scrap parts, and things like that.

On numerous occasions I have seen how they overcome difficulties, bears, winter winds and everything that comes with preparing for that season, in which they have to gather wood, felling enough trees to have firewood that they can burn during the 3 winter months, or many times longer. And the food, they need to hunt 1 or 2 elk depending on the size of the family, to be able to feed themselves during all that time. That is very hard, because catching a moose is not easy at all. They are aggressive and very dangerous animals, just imagine that a 650 kilogram beast lashes out with its huge bear towards you at a speed of 30 kilometers per hour? It is definitely deadly.

When I think about all these vicissitudes and adventures that these people have to overcome, I really feel calmer, and it is my comfort to know that there are people who are having a worse time than me, but the problem with this is that I really feel bad for thinking like that, since I feel like I'm glad because someone else is in worse condition than me, and this doesn't seem healthy at all. Could it be that I am a psychopath? For seasons I feel that way, and perhaps that is why I decide to isolate myself from humanity, from people.

This has been my writing of 5 minutes of the day.