Know Your Worth: The Best Feeling You'll Ever Have

Life is the best gift ever. 

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Last weekend, I already had my 2nd meet-up for the bags I am selling online and I got a chance to have new friends but some are complete strangers purely business and nothing else. I need to care 25 bags in a single transaction and imagine how heavy it is. Yes! I do have a disability but I carry it from home to the city proper - walking a mile away before getting a ride is partly difficult since I do have to carry those bags that I only earn a centavo. Yes, only centavo in a cost that I can have something to prepare for my Mother's birthday. I want to surprise her in a little way I can. But despite that, I know it had a bad effect on my body since I am not really well since last two weeks ago.

Meeting Up With A Complete Strangers But Been a Business Partner Online 

I am in doubt of contacting someone and ask for help but since he offered some help then who am I not too? Honestly, it's my first time seeing this man since we usually talk online or through phone and nothing else, but last September 16, 2017, 1 pm near in the meeting place, he waited for me to give me some help when I will arrive. He's a shy man but he forgets it, he goes straight directly near on the tricycle I am from and eventually say "hi" and carried the bag for me.   Another stranger in my life but I know the form friendship will last (but I don't know when or how). This stranger gives me the worth I deserve without any words came from his mouth -- he never gives me an idea to think that he is already bored and want to leave already after getting his orders but what happened is that he stayed and allowed me to go to other customers for the delivery of their bags and after all the deliveries I had and get back where I left him, I am surprised because he just asked me that he will go somewhere and I am thinking maybe in the comfort room since he waited for me for 2 hours I think and I know he was feeling bored. But when he went back, he brought foods  -- 1 box of Takoyaki (equivalent to 3 cups order), 2 slices of pizza with 2 flavors, 2 Piattos chips, 1 Nova, 1 bottled water, 1 Pepsi in a can, 1 Coca-Cola Mismo and peanuts. Yes! He told me that he bought those for us to have something to eat while waiting for customers to come for their orders. What a day!

Meeting My Niece with the Just Know Friend

Since we are almost done with the customers, I need to go back home with my niece named LJ. Her school is a bit near on the meet-up place so we waited for her and I introduced my friend to her(LJ) and just a minute, they were already closed. What had happened! I left them since I want to go to the comfort room. I offered my friend if he wants to go with us but no second thought, he goes with us even he knows it will be a long walk until we arrived at Mini Good and we strolled along the shop until 7 pm. I offered him if he wants to go home already since he already been wasted time with me since 1 pm in the afternoon but he keeps waiting for me, he wants to go home with us so what can I do? Maybe its really giving me the idea that I should know my worth since this man is letting me feel that way. From a complete stranger to a friendship (just know friend), I know and I don't doubt it that it will last. 

Giving Worth To Myself

Some people show me how to give some worth and feel worth but why I can't give it to myself since I do have a right to it. Since I started my online store, I deprive myself of rest. It's an additional chore for me since I need to look over for the sari-sari store, the net shop and my baby but with the help of my mother. But still, I denied myself from getting enough sleep and feeling all the depression and stress with a high fever, cough, and colds. What a life, right? Just to give others happiness, sacrifices should always be your way. Like my customers are asking me to deliver it to another place, not in the specified place I told them, I should say yes or no? But for them to be satisfied, I go and deliver it to the place they want me to. I deprive my worth of having to stick to my decision for other contentment. Did I give worth to myself? Unluckily, not! But this week I am planning to give myself a total break because I am really sick of this. Do I deserve it? 

P.S. Photos are mine except the first one.