Inspiration... Inspiration.. Inspiration..

No macchi, it's more like procrastination, procrastination, procrastination. You know you should be doing your book report and essays, yet what are you doing? rolling around your bed, scrolling instagram, checking all the pretty girls out there and comparing yourself. Stop.

You read a piece from @anaerwu about body positivity yesterday. Isn't that enough to tell you, it's okay to be you. Well of course, you'll still have to watch your diet but embrace your body shape. I am pretty sure if you're more confident, it's going to make a difference. It's okay to be curvy and not in the extremes of super skinny or obese.

Remember? you also told that guy, that you're desperately want to shed some pounds. Remember? He said you'd have to get off your cave. Go outside; run, swim, walk. I know, you probably just want to curl up in bed, hide in your blanket, laying on your back, staring at your phone vertically, and watching other people's life. Yet you've promised yourself, you're going to do whatever it takes to spice up 2019 and work harder than you've ever been. So, get off the internet. Life is right there, just behind that door.

What happen to that girl who enjoys strolling aimlessly and call herself a flaneur? wasn't it how you've always refer yourself? You love walking and observing human beings. So, go out there with your backpack.

Okay but don't forget about your essay. You always find inspiration outside, so there's more reason to go outside. Also remember @viking-ventures said, 'Inspiration is a weird thing... sometimes, it hits you from out of the blue, sometimes it develops slowly'. If you just stuck in your cave a.k.a your beloved hideaway, I am pretty sure you won't even find it. It's time to stop staring to your flat screen and the dull wall. You've had enough. Have some adventure again.

Promise me, after you finished your coffee, you'll dress up and go. The world isn't scary macchi, you know it too well. Sometimes you're just over-thinking and paranoid. Though technically, you have the reason to be paranoid but enjoy it while it last.

Don't forget to read the essay guide from Dr Jordan Peterson, you're gonna need it next week. Besides it's pretty motivating and helping too. Also, read pride and prejudice just because. Well, treat yourself a good book today. There, I am giving you more reason to head out to the library. Find that book, read it, and forget cell phone exist for just 3 hours. Alright, that's all. I am going to leave your head for now. Go back when you find more inspiration not procrastination.

[macchiata]

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