Ah damn. I kno a couple people who are the same, it would be rough. I guess I'm under no illusions that what I'm doing can't hurt me and isn't exactly healthy but it also brings me great joy using some of the substances available. I do it in as safe a way as possible but then again they are/can be an unknown substance.
I appreciate the comment man and I'm glad things worked out for you, keep up the positive vibes :P