I Just Wished That It Is Hot Today

I am not fairing well with this kind of weather that I am experiencing right now, it doesn't allow me to sweat as much compared to the hot and dry season last month. So now every bit of fluids that I intake counts and adds to my discomfort. Just imagine extra fluids in your body that you cannot let out because of your broken or non-functioning excretory system.

So it just makes it hard for me to breath, it affects my already weak body, knees, arms, hands, and all. It also affects my sleep because I would either not be able to sleep or wake-up catching my breath. That is why if I do had some good sleep I am appreciating it up very much like a long-lost loved one that I had seen again.

Actually it is hot today but not much that I would profusely sweat around which is unfortunate because I am am not either being comfortable or benefiting form my current weather. I do think that it will going to rain maybe at late afternoon time so it will or might get cooler this evening too.

It is just funny that I am wishing for an uncomfortable weather but it is the kind of weather that is benefiting me just for me not to experience in-between dialysis kind of discomfort considering that I was only dialyzed yesterday. So I hope that at least next year I can be able to go for a more frequent dialysis or get to have that Peritoneal type so that I will not rely on the nurse's discretion because they are wrong to judge what is good for the patient most of the time, at least in the center where I am going to.

As I have said in my past posts these kind of season will be very bad for me because of the said reasons. SO I must be in a much more stricter diet especially for fluid intake but eating food is a complicated mater too as I also tend to drink more because of eating. So it is just a mixed complicate things that I am handling in my health efforts.