Man this hits hard... for a second I thought it was the same girl somehow.
I think we all have to deal with addiction to some varying degree these days... everything is marketed at us to feed us those little hits of dopamine and we're constantly left craving more... I don't think you're alone at all in this regard.
Don't stress about posting every day, don't make it a chore... it should be fun and (hopefully) a means to excise those demons.
Sorry you've had such a rough time... especially since everyone concentrates so hard on having the best time ever.
God, I'd hope it's not the same girl, or you'd have some explaining to do. ;P
But seriously, I appreciate the support. Shit's hard - might be for a long time - and I'm not an overly strong person. It's only the support of my friends that gets me through each day.
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Ha... not me... your old friend from school.
Yeah, it's crazy hard. I'm super lucky that I haven't had to deal with any heart-break or loss of friends or family for a really long time... like, a decade... but we're starting to get to that age where older family members start to get sick and that freaks me out. Obviously it's not the same as losing her... but I'm still not ready for it.
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I feel you there, man. The idea of that already terrifies me.
Also, whoo! My upvote is finally worth a cent! :P
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