Man, I started this year on fire. I had huge plans—content planned, mining growth in the works, and a slew of ideas coming. What about now? It's as if my intellect has reached a wall. Every time I sit down to write, I look at the screen, but nothing comes out. And it's not because I don't have something to say; I simply can't manage to get it out in the way I want, or I can't focus on a certain topic. The drone material has helped fill some gaps, but I really want to get back into the blogging game.
Part of it is simply life being life. Offline obligations have accumulated, making it difficult to keep up. Since my father's death, there has been a significant shift. He was in charge of all the major things, the male house tasks, as he constructed, wired, and plumbed everything, and I'm simply trying to figure out what has to be done first. It's all on me now since my mother has been pretty much in her own grief world. It's strange how grief sneaks up on you. You believe you're making progress, but then it hits you again unexpectedly. But I can't let it interfere with what has to be done.
I am not giving up on this yet. I still have ambitious intentions for Hive, Hivelist, mining, trading, and documenting my FPV adventures. I simply need to get back into the groove and allow myself to breathe a little. Life might be heavy at times, but it doesn't stop me from going on. So, if you're feeling stuck, whether it's with writing, producing, or just getting through life, remember that you're not alone. We simply need to keep showing up, even if it's one tiny step at a time.