Sufuring is not really a necessity we are just conditioned to do it.but on the other hand it's suffering that made you rethink it all and move forward .It is a force that moves and motivates you to evolve in your own way.Trowing it away will soon lead you into even bigger suffering such is the nature of things .just let it be ..but don't hang on it too much and know that Nothing lasts for ever.😁