January 2nd 2018
I thought i should give it a try. After all, this diary was a gift from my wife and it kind of brings me back to my teen days. So..
Dear diary. I am coming back to work tommorrow, and I really think this year I am going to be selected for promotion. I' ll keep my fingers crossed.
January 6th 2018
I knew it. I will be promoted. Worked my ass of last year. They finally recognized it. Boss said there will be some trials and tests during next 30 or so days but that all should be just a formality.
I am finally getting promoted. I knew all along I deserved this more than anyone else. You know what diary? I am gonna take out my wife for the most expensive dinner ever. We really need to celebrate this. Things are gonna be awesome from here on now. Maybe now i can talk Carla into buying a new electrical car. Haha
January 31st 2018
How could they do this to me. Hey just said I am not good enough. I am not good enough. What did they mean with that? I am the best possible solution.
I need to do something to change their mind. They will soon realize it is just a mistake. Carla is comforting me but she doesnt understand. But I should lighten up. She is right. I should at least pretend for our daughters sake.
February 16th 2018
Whats wrong with Carla? She doesnt understand at all how stressed I am . We re fighting all the time. I just want to be left alone for a while.
April 4th 2018
That is it. I finally snapped. I quit my job. I could not work there anymore. The job was sucking the life out of me. Maybe I am turning a new leaf now. Hope so.
July 1st 2018
She left. She fucking left and took my baby girl. And she said it is my fault. Imagine that. My fault. Whats wrong with her. Maybe she ll come to her senses in a week or so.
August 10th 2018
I've lost my girls, I know that now. I cannot even force my self to visit them. It is draining me. This is not how things should have played out. This was supposed to be our year.
August 30th 2018
No family, no job, I' ve lost friends even before. Who am I now? What defines me? I have no energy left. No reason.
September 5th
Sorry. I am so sorry. I was wrong. I realize it now, but it is too late. Tell her I was a good man.
I want to thank @tarazkp for the idea. This was really something new to me. And to be honest it wasn't easy. But it was a good challenge. Thank you again