In my previous dialysis days I was really taking my NSAID pain reliever because I wanted to feel comfortable prior to going, while hooked-up for my dialysis, and after treatment.
It is because of my back and feet joint pains as they do not allow me to move around better but if I have less pain I could move around much with ease.
But today I didn't take any pain reliever whatsoever, it is because of my improved pain status, it is a sort of manageable unlike in the past months where I really I have to take some support for my pain issues otherwise I am like an old rusty and cranky mechanical device that would not budge.
It is quite funny (and I am not laughing about it) that when I am in pain I am also weak. That is why my father has a hard time carrying or lifting me up from my bed and to the wheelchair or the seat of the car when I am in pain because the pain in me and weakness seems to correlate to each other.
So if I would get to resolve my pain issues I might then be able to carry my body again. That needs a really very long time to happen because I had been with my Cinacalcet medication for more than two years now and it was only now that I am noticing some better improvements.
All I have to do now is just to continue what I am currently doing, with my Cinacalcet therapy even though it is just making my life hard with regards to eating my meals because of the appetiteloss that I am suffering from right from the start that I started my Cinacalcet therapy.
Then I just have to continue to take my Phosphate binder along with my strict diet plan although not so strict if there is a phosphate binder I would take with my every meal. Then I think that I will continue to experience improvements slowly and gradually.
If really I would get the chance and opportunity to get rid of my parathyroid then I would really push on that option so that I will not get to take Cinacalcet anymore.
So for now that is my standing plan and I hope that God would see it and bless it so that my short stay here on earth would at least be more bearable and I would able to enjoy simple things in life, as almost negligible as enjoying bland foods that I guess will taste sweeter once I am free from ever taking Cinacalcet. May God help me.