How did my journey on the path of Natural Medicine began?

Since childhood I had this pattern of failed relationships and I used to feel a lot of negativity around. When I was small I witnessed problems with my parents and then almost all my childhood I lived away from them. In the growing up, I would see I most of the time had conflicts with people at mental level. When I got married there were issues with my inlaws and also with my hubby. I had issues with people at my jobs. I had very few people in my life who I could talk to. I always had this feeling of not being understood.

These issues were also spreading in other areas of my life. I would feel disconnected from the whole world itself and also had a lot of these suicidal thoughts. My life energy was very low, I did not have much of inclination to live. I had gone into the victim mode, feeling that life is just so unfair to me and nothing every right happens in my life.

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Almost 12 years ago I had a new neighbor shift in at my Mumbai residence. She was all into Healing and Tarot Reading. I started getting to know her, talking to her and she started sharing her wisdom of Life with me. I somewhere felt she was sent for my help, for me to get out of the rut and move forward in life. With her guidance I slowly started with Meditation and Yoga practices. It was like she came into my life as a breath of fresh air. I gradually started getting intrigued on this path. I was feeling good. And more then anything I started noticing the difference in my life. The practices were soothing me down, calming me and giving me a new vision.

Gradually I noticed I was getting better with my relations. With my Hubby, in-laws, at work place, in my extended family. I felt like acceptance was coming in for me. Before that I always had this feeling no one loves me, but then I started feeling that love and care of people around me. I started developing the behavior of genuinely being nice to people and not just put up a fake face.

A regular practice of Meditation was helping me a lot to stay in a balanced state of mind. This was the beginning of my journey and gradually I progressed into other areas, like I myself started learning Healing, Tarot Reading. Crystals came into my life then and it was an instant bonding. When I look back I realize how far I have come.

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Today I can say I am nowhere in between, I am with a complete understanding of what is required to be done for a wholesome life. My approach to dealing with people, problems have a complete different view and it is so much smoother then what it used to be. I do not feel in anyway now that Life is unfair to me, rather I feel blessed for the Life that I have and the people that I have in my Life. Every person in my Life looks beautiful to me, because I feel within me that they are helping me grow in whatever capacity they can. I am able to sense what is not for my highest best good and cut off easily.

The journey has not been easy, there has been a lot of push and pull in it, but I can say that I have been able to navigate through it and come to a decent understanding of Life in totality. But yes one can never say that the Learning is over. It is constant and we just keep getting into higher grades. So I am in constant effort of that all the time.

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