To reduce your fear of illness, see it as a message from your inner God to change a harmful thought pattern. The more serious and terrible the condition, the more its mindset and beliefs hurt your spirit. A serious sickness warns you that this style of thinking is stealing your life purpose.
With this view of sickness, we see it differently. I think it's normal to dislike being unwell. People occasionally wonder, Are you telling me I'm foolish enough to cause such a disease? That's impossible—I never wanted to get sick.
Though typical, this reaction is ego resistance. This cannot accept that we are 100% responsible for whatever we make. Thus, he believes all problems—physical or emotional—are external.
True healing is impossible with this mindset. Some assume they are cured only to get sick again. If we dismiss one message, our inner God sends us another that's more vital because He wants us to be joyful.
If you disagree with this concept of illness, realise that as long as you think it's external, you'll need outside healing. Conscientious doctors know that the body heals spontaneously, hence they can never guarantee a full recovery.
This explains why some patients don't heal after a specific time, treatment, or procedure, even when medical statistics say they should. In contrast, we see people cured of incurable ailments. I am fortunate to know several doctors who believe in human willpower and miracles. They often describe scientifically unexplainable events.
The school I developed offers metaphysical decoding for discomforts and illnesses by asking various questions. Thus, the person's answers reveal three key things:
a) A vital need she avoids owing to self-doubt;
c) The reason she ignores this need (fear and belief);
c) What they must accept to succeed (healing begins here).
The metaphysical causes of ailments are not treated by Listen To Your Body trainers. People take charge and complete the third phase. Thus, any sickness indicates self-hatred.
We know we love others as we love ourselves. Since you know you resent someone, you may think your disease is caused by your lack of love and acceptance. The truth differs. What you reject in others, you reject in yourself. So you attract folks with whom you have problems. Your inner God wants you to find you need to love yourself more.
You will love yourself when you allow yourself to be human—with weaknesses, faults, anxieties, and strengths. When you can tolerate someone doing this even if you disagree, you accept yourself. You acknowledge her humanity and anxieties.
I think self-love is the best method to fast heal from many ailments, especially if you get physical therapy too.
I hope you can accept an illness in the future since it will help you love yourself more.